So freakin cute!

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Christmas yay!

 So ready for Christmas! My tree was up two weeks ago, can't wait! I'll take pics later.

P.S. Brandon wants his freakin health care Obama! lmao (he secretly has a man crush on the president. OK OK! I'm the one who has the crush but Brandon's jealous so don't tell him!!!)

Favorite Piece of Today

"I love you"
"I love you more"
I love you to the moon"
"I love you to the end of the universe"
I love you to the end of the multiverse"
[theres no such thing as a multiverse!] "I love you to God and you go any farther than that!"
"I love you to God and back"
"Ok you got me...hehehe. I love you, goodnight"
"I love you too, goodnight."

$2 Hugs?

xoxoxoxo

"...you're just too good to be true, can't take my eyes off of you, you'd be like heaven to touch, I wanna hold you so much, at long last love has arrived, and I thank God I'm alive, you're just too good to be true, can't take my eyes off of you..."--Lauren Hill (first song sang to him)

"... you're different and special...you're special in every way imaginable, you love me from my hair follicles to my toenails, you got me feelin like the breeze, easy and free and lovely and me..." --Jill Scott (second song sang to him)

Current Feelings as summed up via response to Jessica's post :-P

You know damn well I don't understand that last sentence...lol

And I hear what you're saying. (there's no "but" to follow)

I also know that my instinct+listening to God has never led me down a path I'm not supposed to be on. Falling hard is what I do when I'm supposed to be on a certain path (regardless of the length of time I'm supposed to be on it). This could very well be a seasonal path for me but that's for time to tell. Right now I'll call it Strength Conditioning...

Punk'd

I really really really hope I'm being punk'd by Ashton Kutcher...but I know I'm not. It seems like regardless of how many new things come into the picture, THERE WILL ALWAYS BE MORE! I'm not mad at YOU, I'm mad at the situations that keep coming up! I just cannot understand how these things keep happening...How many bumps and bruises must I take to make this work? I'm a very understanding person, so how much MORE understanding do I have to be for all this to make sense?

PLEASE GOD, take control over this situation, only You know whats best for us.

When? How?

When did all this happen?
How did I find my way into this drama?
When will it all go back to normal?
How does this affect those around me?
When will it be resolved?
How will it be resolved?

When we we learn?

***Beware, Very Obscene Language***

That stupid fucking bitch just called me on my phone with a private fucking number as if I dont have her fucking number?!?!?! What the fuck is wrong with that stupid fucking whore cow dog bitch? I haven't done ANYTHING  to her! Haven't wanted harm to come to her but she just had to be such a stupid bitch and stalk me on fucking facebook! fucking bitch! bitch bitch bitch BITCH BITCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Its not my fault she wants to be with someone that doesnt want her! There are way too many violent thoughts going through my head. Please dont put me in jail for my thoughts but I would LOVE to cut her face up, feed it to a dog, get the left-over pieces and sew them back on with a poison coated needle!

maybe

Maybe I'll study more tonight
Maybe I'll organize my room a bit
Maybe I'll make a budget plan
Maybe I'll find a better job

Maybe I'll bake some pumpkin bread
Maybe I'll be fine.

.........

Fine.

Montage Hodge-podge Collage

First day back to work and I can tell my body just doesn't take long to adjust to being lazy but when its vice versa it yells at me! Time to get back into "work mode" and reverse the process of muscle deterioration...lmao

Halloween came and went like "that," no kids to give candy to, again....and Hillsboro St. was mildly entertaining I guess cuz we got there late. Oh well its not like I was planning on doing anything anyway :)

New Phone!!!! (again lol) I had the best stroke of luck in my frugal living, my 30-day trial period was up on the day the Tour came to us cellular and I miraculously had the money to pay the difference in exchange for it! Yay!

And the withdrawal pains are not backing off, I thought they would but they're not, my human drug is 300 miles away and I wont get another hit until God-knows-when....The good thing is at least he's not illegal! teeheehee

Favorite Piece of today:

B: [can't wait till he sees Adell again]  <---he's always making me smile